Fed Up...

“Fed up living around the phone”
Whoaaa… He fed up living around our only to be contacted? Our only communication tool?
Hey, what do you think it made me feel?
It felt like “He fed up with me, with our relationship”
For now, I couldn’t find another way.
Phone has become important part of my life.
If I can find another way, don’t you think I will do it?
I don’t know. I’m speechless…

“He wants someone to hold”
And the way he said it, it felt like “he wants to end this”

I’m fed up too.
I’m fed up when I want to talk to him I have to ask first, “can we talk?”
I’m fed up waiting for sms in the morning and at night, sometimes all day
I’m fed up trying alone to make it work
I’m fed up when I really want to talk for hours, I have to ask “can we talk longer today?”
I’m fed up feeling that he would always go when his friend asked, but not when I asked
I’m fed up looking at the phone in the morning, said “no new messages”
I’m fed up asking everyday “will let me know when you’re home?”
I’m fed up always to be the first person sending sms
I’m fed up waiting
I’m fed up and tired.