Thursday, April 03, 2008

Someday by John Legend....




I am hoping someday too...

Saturday, March 29, 2008

Tell me honestly...

I was stand before you, accused of many crimes...
But I believed that our love can still survive..
I wanted to make things work out..

How was I, to know the right from wrong
Words were hardly spoken...
Where did I go wrong?
Where did it go wrong?
Where did we went wrong?

Honey, just tell me honestly
If you're still in love with me
Look into my eyes and tell me honestly...

My words will have more meaning, if I said it at certain times...
It is never too late to say what I needed to say
But how would you know it, if you wouldn't give me a chance to say it
To see if everything could work out, and you'd be mine again...

Honey, just tell me honestly
If you're still in love with me
Look into my eyes and tell me honestly...


Friday, March 28, 2008

What have I done???

What have I done for you,
what have I done for us to know,
that wasn't promises I gone now they're gone...

tell me whats wrong with me,
please let me know if you're looking for,
something we could keep together...

sometimes I feel I'm in heaven
and sometimes I don't know who I am
we could be happy together
and we could find away...

I wish you would want that too dear...

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Massimo is back....

Keren abis.....
Bikin termehe2 kan... Hehehe....
Ti amo sempre dah...

Massimo - Something in the way she moves...

Something in the way she moves...

There's something in the way she moves,
Or looks my way, or calls my name,
That seems to leave this troubled world behind.
And if I'm feeling down and blue,
Or troubled by some foolish game,
She always seems to make me change my mind.

And I feel fine anytime she's around me now,
She's around me now, almost all the time
And if I'm well you can tell she's been with me now,
She's been with me now quite a long, long time
And I feel fine.

Every now and then the things I lean on lose their meaning
And I find myself careening
Into places where I should not let me go.
She has the power to go where no one else can find me
And to silently remind me
Of the happiness and the good times that I know, got to know.

It isn't what she's got to say
But how she thinks and where she's been
To me, the words are nice, the way they sound
I like to hear them best that way
It doesn't much matter what they mean
If she says them mostly just to calm me down.

PS. Anybody want to sing this song for me?
:(

Honestly...





I stand before you, accused of many crimes...
But I want to believe that love can still survive
You don’t have to say it, I don’t have to read your mind
To know the emptiness that’s finally arrived

How was I, to know the right from wrong
Words were hardly spoken, so where did I go wrong ?

Tell me honestly, if you’re still in love me...
Looking into my eyes, honestly...

Words will have more meaning, if they’re said at certain times
I need you now so I can feel alive
How would you know it, you won’t give me sometime
To see if everything could work out, and you’d be mine

Oh, will love be lost forever but someday I will find
The world we’ve all been searching for
Or just some peace of mind..

Tell me honestly, if you’re still loving me
Looking into my eyes, honestly..

All the night I sit and wonder
Must be more to laugh, I’m sure that
Days and years gone by while I am
Living with the..
Oh, lonely feeling

Friday, March 14, 2008

I will survive...

First I was afraid, I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live, without you by my side
But I spent so many nights, thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong, I learned how to carry on

And so you're back, from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

Tears from a woman's eyes...

A girl won't cry easily,
Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak.

A girl won't cry easily,
only when she love you the most, she put down her ego.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please hold her hands firmly,
she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.

Guys, if a girl cries because of you, please don't give her up,
maybe because of your decision, you ruin her life.

When she cries right infront of you,
When she cries because of you,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see and feel the pain and hurt she's feeling?

Think.....

Which other girl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of you, and because of you?

She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not because she wants sympathy or pity,
She cries, because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt, and agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a girl cries her heart out to you,
And all because of you,
It's time to look back on what you have done,
Only you will know the answer to it.

Do consider it,
Because one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say "I'm sorry".

To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Don't do this to a girl,
You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life,
She's the only one that love YOU the most.

Remember this lesson...

No one falls in love by CHOICE, it is by CHANCE
No one stays in love by CHANCE, it is by WORK
And no one falls out of love by CHANCE, it is by CHOICE.

Taken from : katlustana.multiply.com/journal
(I'm sorry I used your words Kat's, but I think you got the point here. Thanks)

How do you heal a broken heart...

Please someone tell me.....

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

Things I hate about you now...

I hate the way you make me feel right now, the way I feel inside
I hate it when you're quiet all day
I hate it when you're not reply my message
I hate it when you're busy
I hate it when you're distant
I hate it when you're closed up to me
I hate it when you're pissed of
I hate the way you make me addicted
I hate the way you make me feel up then make me feel down
I hate the way you make me cry at nights
I hate the way you make me upset
I hate the way you lie
I hate the way you're messing up my life
I hate the way you make me laugh then make me cry
I hate the way you love me now
I hate your Paris trip
I hate your Australian trip
I hate the feelings I have for you now
I hate it when you said not to worry
I hate the way how my life turned around you
I hate the way I miss you
I hate the way I want you
I hate the way I love you

I hate everything about you now
I just really hate the way you make feel right now...

Sunday, February 03, 2008

Feelings...

Someone told me that I should try to change
and maybe it will bring you back to me
I cannot change what I am completely,
but I rather you be mean than love and lie

I started by saying sorry
I wish maybe it will make you open up to me...

I didnt call you a liar
I just think that you're hiding some facts from me
I'm trying to understand that maybe you doing that because you don't want to get me upset,
or you don't want to hurt me, or you don't want to lose me, or maybe you are fed up with my emotional things
Just open up to me dear, and help me to understand
Then maybe we can make this thing work...
If we really want it to work...

I miss so many things...

I miss so many things dear...
Millions of beautiful things and beautiful moments we have share together
Where did it go now?
Gone with the wind?

I miss our laughs
I miss our long conversation during the night
I miss your stories
I miss everything

I miss the way we kiss on the phone
I miss the way we make love on the phone

I miss everything about you
I miss everything about us
I miss the way we feel so in love with each other
I miss the way you so crazy about me

Where did all go dear?
Am I the one who made it disappear?
Am I the one who pushed you away from me?
Am I the one to blame?

Should we go on and maybe try to make it work again?
Or should we stop before its too late?

Its true to say that when you need your love ones the most,
it is the time when he turns their back on you...

I'm sorry

I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry for everything I’ve said and done all this time.
Everything that hurts you.
Everything that upsets you.
I’m sorry for everytime I got you into trouble.
I’m sorry for every upset moments I caused.
I’m sorry for every emotional moments I caused.
I’m sorry for all the bad words, bad thinking.
I’m sorry for your every nightmares, every bad moods.
I’m sorry for everything that I forget to say here.
I’m sorry for being difficult, I’m sorry for every burden and obligations.
I’m so sorry for everything.
I love you.

I’m sorry for every fights, every arguments, every jealousy.
I’m sorry for not listening to you.

I’m sorry too for all the times you’re feeling like a zombie.
I’m sorry for being difficult, I’m sorry for all the bad times.
I'm sorry for neglecting your needs. I'm sorry.

I’m sorry for all the angers, all the frustrations, all the desperation feelings.
I’m sorry for your unhappy moments.

I’ve said all this because I think its time for me to realize all my mistakes all this time and its time to say sorry.
I owe you a big apology.
I have other sorry to say, but I just cant remember it all now.
I will when I do.
Think about what I said and I hope that you forgive me.

I’m sorry for all the troubles I caused you at home and at work.
I’m just trying to be a better person, a better person than before.
So maybe I’ll forgive myself.
I’m trying to start new pages for me and I hope for us.
I’m trying to understand myself better and understand you and us.
I can only show love and understanding and support now.
I don’t have anything else to give.

Nothing is wrong.
I only want to say I’m sorry and hope it’s the right time.
I love you so much and that’s all I can give.
Nothing more.

I’m sorry for never being so understanding.

I feel sorry for all the bad things that has happened.

I said all these things because I have to.
Its time I should say sorry.
I have give you lots of had times without realizing it.
I shouldn’t do that.
It wont do any good.
I think we’re not going anywhere if I don’t start to change and start to understand.
I start by saying sorry.

I feel that the more I get upset or emotional over things, the more I push you away from me. The more I get upset, the more you feel resistant.
I think you are tired and have enough dealing with all these emotions with me.
You’re unhappy with me.
And I feel you got tired of dealing with all of my emotions.
And I don’t want that.
All my emotional things just keep push you away.

I don’t feel fine.
I’ve been not fine.
Its not alright when I keep pushing you away.
Its not alright when without realizing it I done things that pull yourself back away from me.
I didn’t make you laugh as much as I should.
I’m not fun to be with anymore.
We have negative communication.

I’m hoping you’re not going to see or judge all of my emotional things in a general way.
I’ve learned things along the way and I’m learning how to be strong.
I think I’ve learned to control myself a little bit.
I’ve been through so much.
And I’m learning everything. I hope.

Its not alright when I done nothing but keep you pull yourself away from me.
It takes two in everything, and its time for me to do something.

The negative vibes don’t help anyone.
Not myself, not you, not us.
I’ve been feeling these negative vibes, but I didn’t realize it till recently.
I’ve been giving it to everyone, including you, us, so I should start making it positive again.
Start from you and us, maybe it will make my life better.

If I start control my emotions and stop sending negative vibes, maybe it will do us good.
And do me good.
I start by saying sorry.

I just hope someday I get my old boyfriend back..
I love you

Friday, January 25, 2008

Honesty...

I wish you could have been truth to me...
I will not judge you for anything, I just want you to be honest with me...
I am emotional person, and we both know that
But I've been trying to control myself since what happened last time
and I just want you to appreciate me for this.

A woman has strong feeling about certain things,
and I think I've been holding it for quite long.

If your feeling has change for me,
and you want someone else instead of me,
then lets deal with it.

If you still want us to be together,
then get over it the feelings you have.

Then maybe we can have normal relationship...

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Ordinary People...

Girl (honey) I'm in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still (always) put you first
And (I hope) we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call (I call you hang up)
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I (always) still want you to stay

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never fight,
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby, you and I

From John Legend : Ordinary People with some changes.
This song always puts a lump in my throat whenever I heard it. :(

What I got to do?

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Walks away from me...

Ever imagine what it feels like
being hurt by someone that you care for,
Ever imagine that every effort that
you gave was thrown away without a trace,
Ever imagine when you need the most
but never come to close?

That moment has exist
and given me a truly miss,
Tried to recover,
tried to face the reality,
but it seems nobody beside me,
What do I expect when that moment
had swallowed me alive?

For sure I took the lesson,
for real I gave everything,
And up till now my efforts are
relentlessly of achieving
my spirit back to live,
And walks away from my shadow of life!

From : somewhere