-- a Letter to the Dearest --

To the dearest,
I miss you, as I always had and I always will.
I never thought that I could still miss you after all these times. I missed you terribly at night, when I was try to close my eyes, when nights are started to crawl and the moon starts to shine. I missed your voice, I missed your laughter, I missed our long hours conversations, I missed our discussions, I missed your late night calls, in fact, I missed everything about you. Only God knows why you left, and only God knows what I have been going through. I know you’re out there somewhere, but I do know too that I could never reach you no matter how hard I try. The memories of you will haunt me forever, and its still hurt me. I know, I should never keep the pain, but I still can’t find a way letting you go… I never had a chance to tell you “I love you”, I never had a chance to tell you how much I care about you, and I never had a chance to thank you… I love you for the way you are, I love the way you make me feel, I love everything that’s in you… You introduce me to a place I’ve never been, called love… I never thought that I could fall so deeply to someone until I met you, you show me a whole brand new world… A world so wonderful, but I could never fit in… I can’t get into your world, as you can’t get into mine… I care so much about you, as I care about myself… I want to thank you for the times we shared together, thank you for the memories I will cherish forever, thank you for giving me laughter and joy, for giving me sad and sorrow… Thank you for asking me to be with you… Thank you for everything…
I gave up on you a long time ago, I gave up on everything I ever hope for, I gave up on you like I never gave up on anyone before… but I know that some part of me will always hold on to you forever… part of me will always love you and miss you, no matter how long time have passing by and no matter what I have been going through… I love you...
Yours always,
-me-

-- Never... --

never say I love you, if you don't care,
never talk about feelings if they aren't there,
never touch a life if you mean to break a heart,
never look in the eye when you do is lie.
the cruelest thing a guy can do to a girl, is to let her fall in love when he doesn't intend to catch her fall...

__Love is__

Love is not destroyed by a single failure or won by a single caress, it is a life time venture in which we are always learning, discovering and growing...

How to define love...

How to define love :
fall but do not stumble,
be constant but not persistent,
share and never be unfair,
understand and try not to demand,
hurt but never keep the pain...

Missing someone today...