Crazy! Mad! Nuts! Lunatic!
Ohh I don't know what other words that could describe this crazy crazy works!!!!
I've been working on this project for two continuous weeks now. And it doesn't show any sign to finish! I've been up early and go home late at night for two weeks.....
My body is aching everywhere. My head wont stop spinning. I don't know what else. My blood pressure, high or low... Its just crazy!!
And when its over, and they find out you do one simple mistake, they will kill you. "The Black Sheeps". Here we are the black sheep.
From the first time I saw the assistant manager at my office, I never like him. Until now. Even now he's in charge of this project. He is someone I could never work with, never cooperate with. The communications between us never go so well. SO, I never expected a good result working with him, because I know I could never ever work well with him.
He's just someone I really don't like right now!!!
Oh it feels like I want to resign right now. Right at this moment.
The company not healthy, not to mention the environment.
I wish I'll find a new job soon so I could resign as soon as possible from there. Oh I wish GOD...
Enough of him now.
To my honey bunny, I love you...
Thursday, September 07, 2006
Monday, August 07, 2006
Friday, August 04, 2006
Quote of the day...
"When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with a person, you want the rest of your life to start as soon as possible."
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Quote of the day...
A movie quote...
This one taken from a movie "the Runaway Bride"
"I guarantee there will be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I will regret it for the rest of my life... because I know in my heart, that you’re the only one for me..."
Hmmm... sweet... :)
This one taken from a movie "the Runaway Bride"
"I guarantee there will be tough times; I guarantee that at some point, one, or both of us is gonna wanna get out of this thing; But I also guarantee, that if I don’t ask you to be mine, I will regret it for the rest of my life... because I know in my heart, that you’re the only one for me..."
Hmmm... sweet... :)
Only reminds me of you by St. Paul
One of my favorite songs...
I see you beside me
it's only a dream,
a vision of what used to be
the laughter, the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memories...
How could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you...
I needed my freedom
that's what I thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart lied while you cried
rivers of tears but I was too blind to see ...
Everything we've been though before
now it means so much more...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you...
When I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you...
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Oh can't you see...
How could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night it only reminds me of you...
Only reminds me of you
I see you beside me
it's only a dream,
a vision of what used to be
the laughter, the sorrow
pictures in time
fading to memories...
How could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you...
I needed my freedom
that's what I thought
but I was a fool to believe
my heart lied while you cried
rivers of tears but I was too blind to see ...
Everything we've been though before
now it means so much more...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you...
When I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you...
So come back to me
I'm down on my knees
Oh can't you see...
How could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know...
I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night it only reminds me of you...
Only reminds me of you
the Gift...
All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
For the gift...
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
From being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
For the gift...
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
Certificate "A"...
Hey, good news!!!
I passed my exams for Certificate "A" in Indonesian Institute of Tax Consultants!! Yuhuuuu... Its a long two years to finally pass that exam! The grades are not too good, but hey its above pass limit. No matter I'm pass, so I wont have to take the whole exam again... Lol..
Hey, but dont let myself to get too carried away. I still have to pass two more certificates, B and C. Oh that will be a really long journey for that! Just take it easy one step at a time...
I plan to take the Certificate "B" this year. And I don't want to take two years to get it. Maybe one year is enough. It should be enough. So there's a lot to learn from now.
Break a leg... :)
I passed my exams for Certificate "A" in Indonesian Institute of Tax Consultants!! Yuhuuuu... Its a long two years to finally pass that exam! The grades are not too good, but hey its above pass limit. No matter I'm pass, so I wont have to take the whole exam again... Lol..
Hey, but dont let myself to get too carried away. I still have to pass two more certificates, B and C. Oh that will be a really long journey for that! Just take it easy one step at a time...
I plan to take the Certificate "B" this year. And I don't want to take two years to get it. Maybe one year is enough. It should be enough. So there's a lot to learn from now.
Break a leg... :)
Reminder
Lol...
You know what?!
I now have a new reminder. Reminder for my blog. Someone who keep telling me to write here everyday!!! Lol... My boyfriend, my honey. He keeps telling me everyday, "hey you should write a blog today" or "hey you didnt write a blog today"... How sweet of him. :) but sometimes i just cant write it everyday or spend a little time to write. It needs full concentration. A little distraction will destroy it all. Anyway, I also have something to do to help my friend. He created a software about taxation laws, where you can find any taxation laws you need. He asked me to add some stuff about tax for the new edition. Since I said yes, so I've been trying to work it out since last week before, between or after working hours. :) So I spent most of those times working it out. Thats why I haven't had time to write here.
There is also my friend who likes seeing me writing a blog. Its my canadian friend. He even created one blog especially for me!!! How nice of him... But too bad, I still couldnt find the time. Anyway, why write in two blogs? Well, maybe i'll try later when i have time.
Hmmmmm... I'll write another post in a minute.
You know what?!
I now have a new reminder. Reminder for my blog. Someone who keep telling me to write here everyday!!! Lol... My boyfriend, my honey. He keeps telling me everyday, "hey you should write a blog today" or "hey you didnt write a blog today"... How sweet of him. :) but sometimes i just cant write it everyday or spend a little time to write. It needs full concentration. A little distraction will destroy it all. Anyway, I also have something to do to help my friend. He created a software about taxation laws, where you can find any taxation laws you need. He asked me to add some stuff about tax for the new edition. Since I said yes, so I've been trying to work it out since last week before, between or after working hours. :) So I spent most of those times working it out. Thats why I haven't had time to write here.
There is also my friend who likes seeing me writing a blog. Its my canadian friend. He even created one blog especially for me!!! How nice of him... But too bad, I still couldnt find the time. Anyway, why write in two blogs? Well, maybe i'll try later when i have time.
Hmmmmm... I'll write another post in a minute.
Friday, July 28, 2006
..........................................
"Dead End?????"
Hmmm... its cloudy day out there. Like me, cloudy...
I had (another) argument last night with my boyfriend. Like we always did recently... Or I think I had. I don't know whats happening with us, or with me for exactly. Its always me whining and complaining... I'm sorry, thats just me...
He said that I didnt trust him and "Lack of trust = Deadend!"
Maybe he start giving up on me now. But I haven't and I will never giving up on us...
Last night was not about trust. I just didnt know which one is true of what he said to me. Not about trust at all. Maybe he thought that way. I dont know.
It started by simple things. First he said he will try to call me, then he said he dont know if he will or not. When i said, "so you wont call me tonight?", he said that he dont have the phone card. Do you see what I mean here? First he said "a", then "b", then "c". Then I really didnt know which one is true, what he meant by all those sentences. If he knew he dont have the cards, why he said he would try to call me???
Well, sorry if I didnt get what he meant by those sentences, but it got me confused and felt like I'm in the middle of nowhere. And then he left...
Its not about who's to blame. Its not always guys fault but I could always take the blame too. I'm sorry if I did a mistake. I never afraid to admit that. Maybe its just that we really are lack of communication these days. We didnt talk as much as we used to. I dont want to have another arguments with him. Sometimes I didnt even know what we're arguing or fighting about. Thats just me, being selfish silly of me...
I miss him. I miss us.
I love you...
Hmmm... its cloudy day out there. Like me, cloudy...
I had (another) argument last night with my boyfriend. Like we always did recently... Or I think I had. I don't know whats happening with us, or with me for exactly. Its always me whining and complaining... I'm sorry, thats just me...
He said that I didnt trust him and "Lack of trust = Deadend!"
Maybe he start giving up on me now. But I haven't and I will never giving up on us...
Last night was not about trust. I just didnt know which one is true of what he said to me. Not about trust at all. Maybe he thought that way. I dont know.
It started by simple things. First he said he will try to call me, then he said he dont know if he will or not. When i said, "so you wont call me tonight?", he said that he dont have the phone card. Do you see what I mean here? First he said "a", then "b", then "c". Then I really didnt know which one is true, what he meant by all those sentences. If he knew he dont have the cards, why he said he would try to call me???
Well, sorry if I didnt get what he meant by those sentences, but it got me confused and felt like I'm in the middle of nowhere. And then he left...
Its not about who's to blame. Its not always guys fault but I could always take the blame too. I'm sorry if I did a mistake. I never afraid to admit that. Maybe its just that we really are lack of communication these days. We didnt talk as much as we used to. I dont want to have another arguments with him. Sometimes I didnt even know what we're arguing or fighting about. Thats just me, being selfish silly of me...
I miss him. I miss us.
I love you...
Thursday, July 27, 2006
Ten things I hate about you...
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it, I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you're not around, and the fact that you didn't call. But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all. - "Ten Things I Hate About You"
Hmmm...
Phew, its so hot out there! And I dont really feel well either. Office still the the same, too many loud speaker everywhere. Cant I just have one day of peace???!!!
Oh gosh, I just realized that my shirt is smelly!!! and my hair too!!! Damn! It must be because I ate lunch there, smoky places. :( Now i have to spend the rest of the day smelling myself. I'll figure out to get rid of the smell later...
Hey honey, I know phone is expensive!!! I knew it ages ago!!! Why you just realize it now???
Anyway, I love you..... Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Oh gosh, I just realized that my shirt is smelly!!! and my hair too!!! Damn! It must be because I ate lunch there, smoky places. :( Now i have to spend the rest of the day smelling myself. I'll figure out to get rid of the smell later...
Hey honey, I know phone is expensive!!! I knew it ages ago!!! Why you just realize it now???
Anyway, I love you..... Xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Wednesday, July 26, 2006
working late...
Fuih... Today I finished a calculation for fixed asset depreciation! Fussy client! :) I wondered why they asked just the fiscal depreciation... Hmmm... Never mind! One down, millions to go... Lol...
Hey, my honey just created his own blog today. He said that i never told him that i have this blog!!! I told him millions of time! Well, not millions, but at least few times. He just never opened it. So honey, now you know that I have this blog for two years now! You'd better remember the address I gave you... Lol...
I listening this song, "If ever you're in my arms again" by Peabo Bryson. If i'm listening to this song, I will remember the first soap opera that played in Indonesia. Its called "Santa Barbara".
"If ever you're in my arms again, this time I love you much better...
If ever you're in my arms again, this time I love you forever...
This time will never end..."
Oh, I just have so much to do that makes me confuse what to do first!!! Damn!!
OK lets calm down... First thing first...
Got to go....
Hey, my honey just created his own blog today. He said that i never told him that i have this blog!!! I told him millions of time! Well, not millions, but at least few times. He just never opened it. So honey, now you know that I have this blog for two years now! You'd better remember the address I gave you... Lol...
I listening this song, "If ever you're in my arms again" by Peabo Bryson. If i'm listening to this song, I will remember the first soap opera that played in Indonesia. Its called "Santa Barbara".
"If ever you're in my arms again, this time I love you much better...
If ever you're in my arms again, this time I love you forever...
This time will never end..."
Oh, I just have so much to do that makes me confuse what to do first!!! Damn!!
OK lets calm down... First thing first...
Got to go....
Friday, January 27, 2006
I have found a guy...
I have found a guy...
who calls me both beautiful and hot... (but beautiful first)
who will call me every day just to hear my voice...
who calls me when I hang up on him...
who will stay awake to watch me sleep...
who will let me sleep like a baby when i'm sick...
who kiss my eyes and forehead...
who said that i can clean my face and hand on him, but I'm still the most wonderful...
who wants to grow old with me...
who said that love is not just a feeling. Love is a soother, a memory, a sensation, sharing, believing and being together...
who keeps saying that he is the luckiest man in the world to have me, the luckiest man alive...
who keeps saying that I mean the world to him and he can't live without me...
who said that he can't imagine a life without me...
who said, "Love was once only a word to me coz I forgot how it felt. Then one day it all became you and more concrete as I discovered the true meaning and feeling..."
who said that I gave him the senses to feel true love...
who said that he is carrying his love for me with all his muscles...
who keeps reminding me that he cares a lot about me...
who said that my voice is sexy even when I just woke up...
who keeps worrying me...
who stand beside me through good and bad, through thick and thin...
who said that I dont have to dress up in front of him...
who said that I'm still beautiful even in sweats...
who thinks the world of me...
who wants to spend his lifetime with me...
who wants to share his life with me...
who always be there when I need him...
who will go through the fire if I tell him to...
who wants nothing but my happiness...
who makes me laugh and cry...
who loves me the way I am...
I love you honney... With every breath I take...
who calls me both beautiful and hot... (but beautiful first)
who will call me every day just to hear my voice...
who calls me when I hang up on him...
who will stay awake to watch me sleep...
who will let me sleep like a baby when i'm sick...
who kiss my eyes and forehead...
who said that i can clean my face and hand on him, but I'm still the most wonderful...
who wants to grow old with me...
who said that love is not just a feeling. Love is a soother, a memory, a sensation, sharing, believing and being together...
who keeps saying that he is the luckiest man in the world to have me, the luckiest man alive...
who keeps saying that I mean the world to him and he can't live without me...
who said that he can't imagine a life without me...
who said, "Love was once only a word to me coz I forgot how it felt. Then one day it all became you and more concrete as I discovered the true meaning and feeling..."
who said that I gave him the senses to feel true love...
who said that he is carrying his love for me with all his muscles...
who keeps reminding me that he cares a lot about me...
who said that my voice is sexy even when I just woke up...
who keeps worrying me...
who stand beside me through good and bad, through thick and thin...
who said that I dont have to dress up in front of him...
who said that I'm still beautiful even in sweats...
who thinks the world of me...
who wants to spend his lifetime with me...
who wants to share his life with me...
who always be there when I need him...
who will go through the fire if I tell him to...
who wants nothing but my happiness...
who makes me laugh and cry...
who loves me the way I am...
I love you honney... With every breath I take...
Find a guy...
I got this from email few weeks ago. I read it once, and I knew I have found this guy... "Its you honey..."
Find a guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
who calls you back when you hang up on him...
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
who holds your hand in front of his friends...
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you....
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
Find a guy...
who calls you beautiful instead of hot...
who calls you back when you hang up on him...
who will stay awake just to watch you sleep...
wait for the guy who kisses your forehead...
who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats...
who holds your hand in front of his friends...
wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you
and how lucky he is to have you....
wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."
Wednesday, January 25, 2006
New job... finally...
I got new job today!!! Yeeehaaa..... Well, part of me decided to begin a new life, a new career, a challenges one. But part of me is sad for everything i left here. The colleagues, the environment, the crazy jokes, the crazy people, "curhat people"... I got everything here. I will miss it dearly. :( All i'm praying now that i will like the new place...
Monday, January 23, 2006
Its been so long...
Its been a long time..... I haven't write for so long. But few days ago i got "comments" about my blog. Hmmm... surprising!!! But nice, really nice. And I inspired to write again. But it wont be like before coz I will be very busy the next months. Huuuh... :( I just need to calm down, relax and start to concentrate... Then everything will going smoothly... Viva Wulan!!! :)
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