Sunday, February 03, 2008

I'm sorry

I just wanted to say that I’m so sorry for everything I’ve said and done all this time.
Everything that hurts you.
Everything that upsets you.
I’m sorry for everytime I got you into trouble.
I’m sorry for every upset moments I caused.
I’m sorry for every emotional moments I caused.
I’m sorry for all the bad words, bad thinking.
I’m sorry for your every nightmares, every bad moods.
I’m sorry for everything that I forget to say here.
I’m sorry for being difficult, I’m sorry for every burden and obligations.
I’m so sorry for everything.
I love you.

I’m sorry for every fights, every arguments, every jealousy.
I’m sorry for not listening to you.

I’m sorry too for all the times you’re feeling like a zombie.
I’m sorry for being difficult, I’m sorry for all the bad times.
I'm sorry for neglecting your needs. I'm sorry.

I’m sorry for all the angers, all the frustrations, all the desperation feelings.
I’m sorry for your unhappy moments.

I’ve said all this because I think its time for me to realize all my mistakes all this time and its time to say sorry.
I owe you a big apology.
I have other sorry to say, but I just cant remember it all now.
I will when I do.
Think about what I said and I hope that you forgive me.

I’m sorry for all the troubles I caused you at home and at work.
I’m just trying to be a better person, a better person than before.
So maybe I’ll forgive myself.
I’m trying to start new pages for me and I hope for us.
I’m trying to understand myself better and understand you and us.
I can only show love and understanding and support now.
I don’t have anything else to give.

Nothing is wrong.
I only want to say I’m sorry and hope it’s the right time.
I love you so much and that’s all I can give.
Nothing more.

I’m sorry for never being so understanding.

I feel sorry for all the bad things that has happened.

I said all these things because I have to.
Its time I should say sorry.
I have give you lots of had times without realizing it.
I shouldn’t do that.
It wont do any good.
I think we’re not going anywhere if I don’t start to change and start to understand.
I start by saying sorry.

I feel that the more I get upset or emotional over things, the more I push you away from me. The more I get upset, the more you feel resistant.
I think you are tired and have enough dealing with all these emotions with me.
You’re unhappy with me.
And I feel you got tired of dealing with all of my emotions.
And I don’t want that.
All my emotional things just keep push you away.

I don’t feel fine.
I’ve been not fine.
Its not alright when I keep pushing you away.
Its not alright when without realizing it I done things that pull yourself back away from me.
I didn’t make you laugh as much as I should.
I’m not fun to be with anymore.
We have negative communication.

I’m hoping you’re not going to see or judge all of my emotional things in a general way.
I’ve learned things along the way and I’m learning how to be strong.
I think I’ve learned to control myself a little bit.
I’ve been through so much.
And I’m learning everything. I hope.

Its not alright when I done nothing but keep you pull yourself away from me.
It takes two in everything, and its time for me to do something.

The negative vibes don’t help anyone.
Not myself, not you, not us.
I’ve been feeling these negative vibes, but I didn’t realize it till recently.
I’ve been giving it to everyone, including you, us, so I should start making it positive again.
Start from you and us, maybe it will make my life better.

If I start control my emotions and stop sending negative vibes, maybe it will do us good.
And do me good.
I start by saying sorry.

I just hope someday I get my old boyfriend back..
I love you

76 comments:

Amanda Rhodes said...

amazinggg ,i hope you and your ex work things out . im in the same situationnn .

Anonymous said...

I just used some of these notes with a girl of my dreams, it actually worked! :D

Anonymous said...

thankyou for your notes. Im also in the same situation. Thankyou again. I hope it helps.

Anonymous said...

Im going through the same here hopefully we work this out thanks

Tabitha Gentry said...

I love it and am in the same situation but worse. i keep breakin his heart thinkin he desreved better when i truly just needed each other...

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Anonymous said...

That's why i say twice times.

Anonymous said...

same thing is happening to me . I cried in front of him , at that time he made me feel better but than he left me and said You hurt me when U was crying I felt like dying . I want him back . I Love Him . Hope this sorry will work

Anonymous said...

it's like we're on the same boat....i really need some part of this note...and i hope it will work...thanks

Anonymous said...

i've just done such a horrible thing to my bf and these notes really solved my problem...thanks and i hope it will do good for both of me and my bf

Anonymous said...

I hope this works with my friend as we have had a major fight and i miss her company

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This note is jst 4 me. Tnx

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