Jiffest 2004

After Ied, here comes Jiffest 2004!!! yipiiiii.... Its been a long time since I've watched movies in Jiffest, I mean a lot of movies, at least more than 5.... This year, I've watched -damn I forgot the numbers!!- maybe more than 10 movies, including Euro Film Festival which are free... jadi, daripada dianggurin tuh film-film gratis, kan lebih baik ditonton... Jiffest for 2004 is held between 3-12 December 2004. Let's see... I wacthed on 5, 7, 9, 10, 11 and 12 Dec 2004... Hahaha... what a fun!!!
I watched Lilja 4-ever, Le Chiavi di Casa, Io Non Ho Paura, Bridal Shower, In Oranje... damn I forgot the rest!! and I watched "Bride and Prejudice" too, the closing film that directed by the director of Bend It Like Beckham... Its an Indian version of "Pride and Prejudice" of Jane Austen. I hate that movie.... *sighs, hikshiks...* damn, this movie remind me of someone!! (but still I bought the DVD) *huuuuhhhh*
why I don't like this movie??! Its because this *damn* movie remind me of someone a loooootttt, and its because its an impossible movie, its only a dream movie, a make up movie, because the story is impossible, *damn* impossible to be happened in a real life!!!! ITS A DAMN IMPOSSIBLE MOVIE WITH AN IMPOSSIBLE STORY!!! IT WILL NEVER HAPPEN IN REAL LIFE!!! AND IT WAS *DAMN* SURE WILL NEVER HAPPEN TO ME!!!! *hikshikshikshikshiks.....*
I couldn't watch the movie again, at least not the whole movie, I bought it only for my sister and everyone else who want to watch it!!! hikshikshiks....

_I couldn't continue... so, that's it for now... *sighs*_

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"Love and electricity are one in the same, my dear. If you do not feel the jolt in your soul every time a kiss is shared, a whisper is spoken, a touch is felt, then your not really in love at all."
- C. J. Franks

Miss you...

"I heard someone whisper your name, but when I turned around to see who it was, I was alone. Then I realized that it was my heart telling me that I miss you."
- Source Unknown

Only reminds me (of you)

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"how could I ever let you go
is it too late to let you know

I tried to run from your side
but each place I hide
it only reminds me of you
when I turn out all the light
even the night
it only reminds me of you... you... "

Selfishness

I feel so selfish today...
While there are husbands, wives, children, parents and families mourning and grieving for their losts, I am grieving for my own lost... And my lost is nothing compare to theirs...
It really is an unreasonable and unexplainable sadness, without proof, without confirmation... Just based on a women instinct...
Hey, there are people out there who lost someone they loved just because of a cruelty of few people, while me, who still can laugh, grieving for some unknown reason and caused...
Life is so unexplainable...

Emotions...

I don't know why... but my emotions are really unstable these few weeks... I can't figure out why... Maybe it's because of those hatred, love, sorrow and sad feelings... To feel all of those feelings at once are really tiring, feels like I've been running few miles... Just try it!!! Hehehe...

I can't make you love me...

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´Cause I can´t make you love me if you don´t
you can´t make your heart feel something it won´t
here in the dark, these final hours
I will lay down my heart
and I'll feel the power
but you won´t, no you won´t
coz I can´t make you love me if you don´t...

I´ll close my eyes then I won´t see
the love you do not feel when you´re holding me
mornin´ will come and I´ll do what´s right
just give me till then, to give up this fight
and I will give up this fight...

when you love someone...

when you love someone... you'll do anything
you'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
you'll shoot the moon, put out the sun
when you love someone...

you'll deny the the truth, believe a lie
there'll be times that you'll believe you could really fly
but your lonely nights, have just begun
when you love someone...

when you love someone - you'll feel it deep inside
and nothing else can ever change your mind
when you want someone... when you need someone
when you love someone...

when you love someone... you'll sacrifice
you'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
you'd risk it all - no matter what may come
when you love someone...
you'll shoot the moon, put out the sun
when you love someone...