Honesty...

I wish you could have been truth to me...
I will not judge you for anything, I just want you to be honest with me...
I am emotional person, and we both know that
But I've been trying to control myself since what happened last time
and I just want you to appreciate me for this.

A woman has strong feeling about certain things,
and I think I've been holding it for quite long.

If your feeling has change for me,
and you want someone else instead of me,
then lets deal with it.

If you still want us to be together,
then get over it the feelings you have.

Then maybe we can have normal relationship...

Ordinary People...

Girl (honey) I'm in love with you
This ain't the honeymoon
Past the infatuation phase
Right in the thick of love
At times we get sick of love
It seems like we argue everyday

I know i misbehaved
And you made your mistakes
And we both still got room left to grow
And though love sometimes hurts
I still (always) put you first
And (I hope) we'll make this thing work
But I think we should take it slow

We're just ordinary people
We don't know which way to go
'cause we're ordinary people
Maybe we should take it slow
This time we'll take it slow
This time we'll take it slow

This ain't a movie no
No fairy tale conclusion ya'll
It gets more confusing everyday
Sometimes it's heaven sent
Then we head back to hell again
We kiss and we make up on the way

I hang up you call (I call you hang up)
We rise and we fall
And we feel like just walking away
As our love advances
We take second chances
Though it's not a fantasy
I (always) still want you to stay

Take it slow
Maybe we'll live and learn
Maybe we'll crash and burn
Maybe you'll stay, maybe you'll leave,
maybe you'll return
Maybe you'll never fight,
Maybe we won't survive
But maybe we'll grow
We never know baby, you and I

From John Legend : Ordinary People with some changes.
This song always puts a lump in my throat whenever I heard it. :(

What I got to do?

What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you're not there?

What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.

Walks away from me...

Ever imagine what it feels like
being hurt by someone that you care for,
Ever imagine that every effort that
you gave was thrown away without a trace,
Ever imagine when you need the most
but never come to close?

That moment has exist
and given me a truly miss,
Tried to recover,
tried to face the reality,
but it seems nobody beside me,
What do I expect when that moment
had swallowed me alive?

For sure I took the lesson,
for real I gave everything,
And up till now my efforts are
relentlessly of achieving
my spirit back to live,
And walks away from my shadow of life!

From : somewhere