Thursday, November 22, 2007

Have you ever been in love?

In the morning light
Half awake and half asleep
Have you ever laid there thinking
Was it all a dream?
But you reach out and he's there
Every moment, everywhere
Have you ever been in love?

Have you ever felt
How far a heart can fall
Have you ever stayed up waiting
For a telephone call
Just to hear him say hello
cause you miss each other so
Have you ever been in love?

Have there been times to laugh
And times you really want to cry
Finding reasons to believe him
cause you'd die a little if he lied
And when in times of doubt
Have you ever tried to work it out
But still he leaves you wondering
What its all about...

And when he's far away
Have you ever felt the need to stray
And tried and then discovered
It just doesn't pay
cause with him, you can be true
And with him, you can be you
Have you ever been in love?

And when the night comes down
Can you call your house a home
Do you dream you're still together
And wake up alone
Have you ever been in love
The way that I'm in love
Have you ever been in love?

Friday, November 09, 2007

Tiredness...

I’m so tired sometimes. Really tired.

I’m tired, trying to make things work.
I’m tired, reaching out to you but you’re not reaching me back.

My life is a real messed lately, I hope that this is not mess up too. This relationship.

He would say:
I am asking too much questions
I am worrying about silly things
I am keeping an eye on him
I do not trust him…

Maybe, just maybe I have reasons to do that…
He is just turning so cold
He seems that he lose interest of me
He seems not having the passion for me anymore

What can I do now?
I keep trying every day all the time to make it work
I am trying to keep the communication alive
I am trying to reach him but seem that he is not reaching me back
I am trying to keep the romance but he is just so cold

I keep asking over and over again, “what the hell is wrong with us?”
“What do I do wrong?”
“Could you please tell me what the hell is wrong?”

I’m tired.
I am trying all alone here.
Can I ask for some help?
I am really tired.